Dermatomyositis makes breathing difficult

The recent switch from methotrexate to azathioprine has caused breathing difficulties. Though it’s nothing life threatening, my doctors are not sure why.

For most mammals, breathing is easy. Astronaut Chris Hadfield, on Darren Aronofsky’s “One Strange Rock,” calls it the most natural thing humans do. Aronofsky (of Black Swan fame) then shows a baby inhaling minutes after being born.

Like most healthy people, for most of my life, I took breathing for granted. I swam as a child. I ran cross-country in high school. I hiked four of Colorado’s Fourteeners. I played schoolyard football.

I also took my lungs for granted. I built campfires. I smoked the occasional cigar. Nothing ever bothered them, even after one had to be deflated (then later inflated) so my orthopedic surgeon could access and fuse my spine.

Dermatomyositis and Lung Involvement

Dermatomyositis has changed all that. Without prednisone or hydroxychloroquine, I feel short of breath. My chest feels tight. Breaths become heavy, even if my lungs otherwise function.

Shortness of breath can be a symptom of dermatomyositis because the immune system attacks the chest muscles, restricting breathing. This is most likely the cause of my issues.

Breathing difficulties are well documented in dermatomyositis and are attributed to several causes, including the disease itself and complications like aspiration pneumonia and interstitial lung disease.
As Lundberg et al. write, breathing difficulties are well documented in dermatomyositis and are attributed to several causes, including the disease itself and complications like aspiration pneumonia and interstitial lung disease.

Breathing difficulties could also be the result of aspiration pneumonia: Muscle inflammation causes difficulty swallowing, sending liquids and food down the wrong pipe, eventually causing an infection.

Long-Term Possibilities: Interstitial Lung Disease

Most concerning, dermatomyositis can lead to interstitial lung disease. In short, the immune system malfunctions as it tries to repair damage to the lungs. It scars and thickens the tissue around the air sacs, making it difficult to breathe and to get enough oxygen into the bloodstream.

Fortunately, my pulmonary function test in September came back normal. So too did my chest x-rays and high-resolution CT scans. Three weeks ago, I also had an EKG indicating my heart is very healthy.

Short-Term Possibilities: Medications

Ironically, the very drugs designed to keep my immune system at bay and help me breath can also cause lung damage. Methotrexate has been known to cause interstitial lung disease. So too have many anti-inflammatory drugs used to control autoimmune diseases, such as rituximab (Rituxan).

Azathioprine, the medication I am currently taking, can cause chest pain and increase your heart rate. Of course, those are also symptoms of dermatomyositis.

I returned to my rheumatologist earlier this week because I thought the drugs were causing the issues. He disagrees and believes my symptoms could be stress and anxiety.

Reversing the Cause and Effects of Breathing Difficulties

Two days later, after experimenting with taking the drugs at different times of day, I’m convinced we’re both wrong. I reversed the cause and effect, leading him to look at my symptoms as drug related rather than effects of the dermatomyositis itself.

I reversed the cause and effect of my breathing difficulties.

Azathioprine seems to clear up my rashes and keep my immune system from attacking my chest and shoulder muscles. But as soon as it wears off, the chest tightness and shortness of breath return. I get headaches. My heart speeds up. I become fatigued and want to head to bed.

In time, I think my doctors and I will fix this. Increasing the dose staved off the breathing difficulties all day, then they start to get better again a few hours after the drugs leave my body. Plus, switching medications is very hard on any body being attacked by its immune system.

Allergic reaction to methotrexate

Tuesday night, I had what my pharmacist describes as an allergic reaction to methotrexate. Within two hours of injecting it into my thigh, I developed nickel- and quarter-sized hives on my knee and elbow pits. My breath was short. My heart palpitated.

With any other patient, with any order condition, with any other drug, these symptoms would be a classic allergic reaction. Any doctor would tell you to stop taking it. When you’re dealing with autoimmune diseases, this could almost mean anything.

A classic allergic reaction is caused by the immune system’s hypersensitivity to a typically harmless substance. Treatment for such a reaction is usually a drug that mildly suppresses the immune system. For example, diphenhydramine (Benadryl) is an antihistamine that treats all sorts of mild allergy attacks and cold symptoms. It is a common ingredient in NyQuil and other over-the-counter cold medicines. Doctors use another common immune system suppressant, prednisone, to treat asthma and rheumatoid arthritis. I also take it to treat my dermatomyositis.

Methotrexate is a heavy-duty immune system suppressant. The irony of an immune system suppressant causing an allergic reaction was not lost on my pharmacist or my internist.

Such a reaction after being on the medication since October is odd, but according to my pharmacist, very possible. Also odd: shortness of breath is a symptom of untreated dermatomyositis. However, hives are not. And this is the second week I have had them after injecting myself with methotrexate.

Because I only take the drug once a week, I have already discontinued it. I made an appointment with my rheumatologist for next week. I will most likely switch to a different medication, most likely, another immune system suppressant, azathioprine.

Taking Otrexup: Stabbing Yourself to Save Your Life

For all of the alleged benefits of treating dermatomyositis with Otrexup (subcutaneous methotrexate), Antares Pharma doesn’t make it easy to take. They instruct you to once weekly jam a needle in your stomach or thigh. They ship the drug in this ominous yellow bag warning you the contents are for chemotherapy. Every single injector pen comes with a set of instructions and warnings longer than most college essays. Then, they request you return the cartridges in a biohazardous waste container.

I am calling out Antares for their study claiming 98 percent of patients say Otrexup is easy to use. Is it easy to take off the safety and look at the injector pen? Sure. But stabbing oneself is never easy.

By the time you work up the courage to open an individual box holding the cartridge, you’re so paranoid about the possible damage to your liver or losing your hair that you feel like Eric in the sarin gas chamber in The Rock: “You want me to stick this into my heart? Are you fucking nuts?”

Otrexup: Four Weeks later, I still can’t Stab myself

Four weeks later and I still cannot bring myself to stab myself in the thigh. My girlfriend does it for me. Sometimes, she seems all too happy to do so. No matter how silent she stays, I can hear her evil cackle. I wonder if she is not-so-secretly a sadist.

My blood must also be tested monthly to check for live damage. This wouldn’t be too bad, except that as America’s population continues to age, every blood center in Phoenix is full of grouchy, impatient, lifeless geriatrics. Though my girlfriend will say I will fit right in.

Is Otrexup worth it? It’s too early to tell. My rashes have receded. My nose is less red (with any luck, I won’t be guiding Santa’s sleigh). I do not itch as much. I am breathing easier and getting a bit stronger, but that progress could be attributed to going back on a moderate dose of steroids.

Side note: Kudos to Antares Pharma for providing first-time Otrexup patients with a coupon for no co-pay for a year. Even with the best insurance, subcutaneous methotrexate is pricey. No, they did not pay me to say that.  The coupon is available on the Otrexup website to anyone with commercial insurance.

Autoimmunity, methotrexate, and alcohol

Autoimmune patients taking methotrexate must avoid alcohol, according to most rheumatologists. So too say the makers of Otrexup (subcutaneous methotrexate). I messaged my doctor to double check: He agrees abstinence is best.

Not everyone agrees. Newer studies are changing some rheumatologists’ opinions. Many now say rheumatoid arthritis patients may consume alcohol in extreme moderation; in other words, a couple drinks a week is fine. Psoriasis patients, however, should avoid it.

So, where does that leave me? Since methotrexate is used off-label to treat dermatomyositis, all research on methotrexate and alcohol concerns psoriasis and rheumatoid arthritis patients. I can only trust my doctors and look at anecdotal evidence from other dermatomyositis patients.

Many myositis patients on online bulletin boards ignore doctors’ advice. “Live life!” they say. Others were told by their doctors a couple drinks a week is okay—just not on the same day as your injections.

One current complication for me is I am on prednisone and methotrexate. Both are hard on your liver. In fact, I can feel my liver throughout the day yelling at me. For me, until I get off the corticosteroids, alcohol is probably best avoided.

Time to add methotrexate

My rheumatologist and dermatologist agree with the Mayo Clinic dermatomyositis guru: After ten weeks on hydroxychloroquine, with few results, I need to add methotrexate and folic acid to my regimen of medications and supplements.

Otrexup: subcutaneous methotrexate
I’ll now be injecting myself with methotrexate in the thigh once a week with a cartridge that looks like a Soviet torture device. And I’ll be taking one milligram of folic acid every day—2.5 times the amount pregnant women take to stave off birth defects.

Methotrexate suppresses the body’s immune system. Developed in the 1940s as a chemotherapy agent to treat cancer, in low doses, studies and clinics have shown it effectively treats many autoimmune disorders. It’s a first-line treatment for rheumatoid arthritis and a second-line treatment for psoriasis. (Interestingly, it also used to induce abortions.) The drug is affordable, generally safe, and well tolerated by autoimmune patients.

Only time will tell whether or not the methotrexate relieves any of my rashes and itching. Medical journals show mixed evidence of its efficacy. In this dermatology study, only 1 of 4 patients with amyopathic dermatomyositis, in this one, only 2 of 3. However, this 1998 study showed it helped all 13 patients, whether they had muscle involvement or not. This 2011 study also found methotrexate reduced skin lesions in 8 of 11 patients.

Risks of Methotrexate

Liver toxicity is a risk of taking methotrexate. Though most of the above studies tout few adverse effects, one cancer-dermatomyositis patient had hair loss. These doctors observed psoriasis and dermatomyositis patients are at higher risk to liver damage than those with rheumatoid arthritis.

That said, methotrexate side effects are much more common in cancer patients. They take much higher doses of it than autoimmune patients. Brain damage is a real possibility for them.
 
I talked to all three of my doctors about side effects and risks. All three say the medication is generally safe and not to worry. Issues listed online and discussed in medical journals mostly affect autoimmune patients also battling obesity, drug or alcohol misuse or abuse, or cancer.
 
I will need regular blood tests to check for early signs of liver toxicity before the drug causes irreparable damage.