Monday morning blood tests revealed my creatine kinase levels have spiked. Tuesday, May 18, my throat ached and swelled. By Thursday evening, congestion made breathing through my nose difficult. Friday morning, I could feel my immune system ripping apart my muscles and inflaming and stretching my skin. I told my sister I felt like I had the flu after being beaten up by a football defensive end.

Fortunately, I never had a cough or any remote respiratory impairment, so whatever this is, it is likely not COVID-19. And my typing this on a Sunday afternoon is proof enough that I am on the road to recovery.

What concerns me, however, are my muscle aches. Though the pain is not debilitating, it is sore—the same way one feels a day after an intense workout. In conjunction with my elevated creatine kinase levels, this means my immune system for the first time in 2 years is back to attacking my muscles—even while taking drugs to suppress it.

It can hardly be coincidence this is happening while I am ill. Though I need to confirm with a doctor, I suspect my suppressed immune system had been struggling to rid of the infection and geared into hyperdrive to destroy whatever virus inhabits my body.

These events come as a setback after more than a year in a drug trial. I messaged the dermatologist running the trial about what has been going on. I can only hope this dermatomyositis flareup soon extinguishes itself, and that the new drugs have not failed.